Mom and dad, I am now turning to 34 (in Korean age) or 33 (in American age). It is very grateful to remember the entire timeline of my own personal history during the particular period of time. As a matter of fact, I am just an ordinary girl with ordinary goals and life schedule, and having so many people around just to take advantage of me. In fact, I went to kindergarten, schools, university and even a famous graduate school abroad. And here I am living so alone with no hope nor no future in my head. Just because I must prove that I lived my life with people for goods or ills, I have to wait and wait for a boy to get married and another story goes on. I guess it is very very sad, and crazy. Just a girl in search of her normal life, bought by a cheap porno site owner who keep taking advantage of an old girl like myself. Can you imagine how odd and strange this life could look like? Can you go out and dance with people, talking normal? Who was you? Should you go all over again just to make people breathe and stay with at no risk? My parents are not politician, nor a diplomat, playing games in their head. They are very simple and righteous. Just to raise their kid like other kids at home. I don't see a reason of making excuses and speaking ill of people around. At my age, people get retired and have a long silver plan to cover series of bills and so on. And the best way to recover and get back to my normal life is simply to turn away from such hazardous environments with full of malevolent neighbors or ambitious friends or offensive enemies around. This is what I used to have a say with, regarding on all things, good or bad. So this is just to get back to my life and preparing for life with more prospects and visions ahead. I would say the same since I was a little kid, living with parents. It is very awkward and strange, however, is very healthy and normal to get real. Thanks buddy!!! After all, it was a great enlightenment for me. :)
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